The moon does not fight. It attacks no one. It does not worry. It does not try to crush others. It keeps to its course, but by its very nature, it gently influences.
What other body could pull an entire ocean from shore to shore? The moon is faithful to its nature, and its power is never diminished.
This is the solstice, the still point of the sun, its cusp and midnight, the year’s threshold and unlocking, where the past lets go of and becomes the future; the place of caught breath, the door of a vanished house left ajar…
“here is the month i decided to shed everything not deeply committed to my dreams. the day i refused to be a victim to the self-pity. here is the week i slept in the garden. the spring i wrung the self-doubt by its neck. hung your kindness up. took down the calendar. the week i danced so hard my heart learned to float above water again. the summer i unscrewed all the mirrors from their walls. no longer needed to see myself to feel seen. combed the weight out of my hair.
i fold the good days up and place them in my back pocket for safekeeping. draw the match. cremate the unnecessary. the light of the fire warms my toes. i pour myself a glass of warm water to cleanse myself for january. here I go. stronger and wiser into the new.”
“I’ll tell you right now, the doors to the world of the wild Self are few but precious. If you have a deep scar, that is a door, if you have an old, old story, that is a door. If you love the sky and the water so much you almost cannot bear it, that is a door. If you yearn for a deeper life, a full life, a sane life, that is a door.”
She wants to meet the serpent Have a chat with Eve in the garden Before she was banished For the sin Of wise curiosity.
She longs to sit with Medusa, Gazing into her eyes While M recounts The whole sordid tale From her point of view.
She craves dinner with Lilith And all her beasts On a beach overlooking a sea of red. They will talk until the full moon rises Then dance with Cybele until dawn
She wishes to hear stories of HER The Great Goddess Stories that lie long buried Beneath a pile of myths and legends Told for millennia in a male voice.
She longs to learn more, so much more About Her lineage Her story Her wisdom From the she’s who came before.
And so she sits quietly waiting. She senses every story of Her Is still here, Hidden in ripples on still water In bird song at dawn And the flicker of flame in the night.
So she sits She listens She waits Holding her longing Close.